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epitome j is not just me but the part of me that represents the larger mystery. epitome j is the entity within me that, with me and without me and at the same time, makes everything that i create and leave to this world, not as a legacy but as "something to remember me by."
if art is a creative expression that we apply meaning to, especially if the meaning is that which saves us from our suffering, then i feel like an artist because i understand that creative expression and what it means to have that and share it. but i think to some degree, we all know that feeling.
i am just as much a part of you as you are a part of me. for some of you that may be a large part and for others it will be no part at all. we are the bridge builders and this is a bench to rest on. bridges bend and they burn but anything worth burning still has to be built first; we can cross that when we get there.
this is what i love to do. it is for me but it is also for you.
it's not supposed to make perfect sense right now and i don't know exactly what my purpose is, but this is the closest thing i've got to that feeling of what my purpose might be.
i've experienced excruciating joy through the wisdom of pain and you may find that here. whatever you find here, just just know it had to first exist within yourself.